Collecting my Retainers

I was so feel like banging my head on the 9 December as I forgot about my appointment for collecting my retainers.... I mean How can I forget about it?????? Wa so afraid that my teeth will go crooked again without my retainers on for too long after removing my braces.... haha.... so guess I think too much...

So, I just collected my retainers and I kinda regret choosing the metal one for the following reasons:

1. Not very presentable
2. Making people thought I wearing dentures while trying to wear it in public toilet...
3. I have difficulty talking with my retainers on. (As a tutor... How can I don't talk? So no retainers while having tuition....)
4. Sometime feel like vomiting due to plastic parts pressing on my upper jaw and lower jaw.

But oh well... I guess I am able to get use to it.... YEAH!!!